My Yesterdays

Remember when i told you this what ever is taunting me .. Well Last Thursday we had kel for the night and while we was sitting in my computer room  all of a sudden a crutch that my husband had used many months ago when he had gout was standing up against the wall in the bedroom , never once did it ever fall. Well both me and Kel was in the computer room and all of a sudden this one crutch fell straight forwad out into the hall way mind you this crutch has been standing upright against a wall tilted back as not to fall.. well thats one .. I swear it was crazy I just went in and picked it up and placed it back aginst the wall were it had been sitting for months.. Second thing that happened which was I was heading somewhere and was at a stop light waiting for the light to change and all of a sudden the blazer started moving forward even though I had my foot on the brake which by the way I thought that someone was behind me pushing me .. there was a car but was at least a car lenght behind me .. the more the car moved forward the more pressure I had to apply to the brakes .. finally the light turned and off we went .. I didnt say anything to the kids cause I didnt want to scare them we went for Ice cream and then straight back home. lol Once home we was sitting on the couch watching a kids channel and all of a sudden Kel said Mamaw someone is turning the door handle .. I looked and didnt see anything the door was not locked and didnt think anything about it we live in a upstairs apt so I would of had to hear someone come in the downstairs door which was locked and me and hubby are the only one's with that key and he was not home, Well a half hour went buy and again kel said Mamaw there it goes again mamaw its moving .. so i looked and still didnt see anything so I decided to get up and lock the door to let kel know it was ok. whew when will it ever stop. Just thought I would let you know these things are still with me , and please don't think I'm crazy if others are seeing this its just not me. I want to say ok who is it and why are you taunting me .. give me a sign something that you are here and what you want.. but im afraid that just might happen lol.. even though im laughing about it now , at the times it does happen its scary .. Especially when your in the car and it happens.. oh and our fuel pump in our truck went out today .. oh and the oil leak in the blazer did not get fixed like they said they did we took it back to the place we had the oil changed and nope not been touched .. im so through with this car. Oh by the way a year a go or shortly after we moved into this place one night me and hubby was in the front room watching tv and all of a sudden the water turned on in the bathroom tub. full force mind you .. we just both looked at each other and I got up and went in and turned it off .. things keep happening like I will come home and something on top of the fridge will have fallen off.  you would think this place is evil or someone playing tricks when I took the kids to get ice cream that night and came back I could of sworn I locked the door I always lock our upstairs door.. when we came home it was unlocked thats happened a few times also not only me but with hubby too. Well got to head to bed long day tomorrow. later.

Ok I'm like wondering whats going on.. so far there has been 4 incidents that absolutely have scared me .. Let me explain first of all I'm not nuts .. I'm don't see ghost I don't talk to the dead My name is Toni I'm just a normal person that things keep happening to me .. if anyone is reading this and knows whats going on please don't hesitate to email me or post a comment. I think these things mean something but just cant put my hand on it. some of what I'm going to tell you might scare you also if it happened to you.. first 1. I walked out back of my work and right away there was a very very strong smell of roses all around me is nothing but cement and a building no flowers nothing please explain that it was so overwhelming that i had to stop to catch my breath ..  I don't know it lasted only about 40 seconds but if you count that out it seems like a long time at least to me it did. its like someone waved a dozen roses in my face its the smell you smell when you walk into a funeral palor that overwhelming. 2. Same day less than 5 minutes later I was moving my car around the front of the building so I dont have to walk out back in the dark when I get off of work at 9 p.m.  Well after moving it to the front of the building i was bending over looking for something in my cup holder and all of a sudden (mind you its still bright daylight) it was though someone had thrown a blanket over the whole car and then as fast as it came it was removed .. or like a low flying air plane flew over but there was no planes .. I don't know what that was all about but it sure did surprise and make me afraid.. just to let you know I have dealt with things like this in my past .. you know the normal things like feeling like someone is touching you and there is no one there.. at that point in my life I was not afraid it was a comfort touch but these things that keep happening its not a comfort touch.. its eerie.. 3. fast forward a few days later .. i was coming home from work actually I was just pulling in to back up and park in front of my house.. as I was backing up it felt like I had hit someone (no one is around) so I pull forward to park as I turned off the car and was getting ready to get out of it thats when I felt it .. It was though someone was grabbing the back of the car as if to climb up from the ground the car started moving sort of rocking like I said like they were trying to stand up.. this lasted approx 30 seconds while I sat there in shock wondering what was doing that afraid to get out of my car.. but finally got out walked to the back of the car NOTHING.. I'm telling you very eerie 4. Just the other night while washing dishes at the kitchen sink I felt there was a hand on my shoulder I turned to took to see who it was and there was no one there.. actually I was the only one home at the time . I dont know if its a spirit and I do believe in them , trying to get my attention or trying to play jokes on me.. I have told me oldest daughter Christy these things except for the last one because she has a sixth sense about these things she has since she was 2 years old. When her daddy had gotten into a motorcycle accident she was sound asleep and all of a sudden she woke up screaming I want my daddy .. I was wondering why she did that with in a few minutes there was a knock on the door and there was my father in law telling me that he was in a accident he was ok a bit skinned up but otherwise able to come home that night. believe me there has been many more after that, my twins also have this sixth sense also its the twin to twin thing when one does something or happens to one of them the same happens to the other within hours of each other .. seat belt tickets same day without the other knowing they got a ticket .. speeding tickets same day etc .. they will call me and while on the phone with one the other will click in asking me the same question so strange.. I'm puzzled about all that is going on with me I'm trying to make sense of it .. hopefully whats going on will all come to me to why.. I dont know if it is my Dad who has passed away over 20 years ago trying to tell me something or who it is .. but like I said I am not comfortable when these things are happening.. You know the old saying to stop and smell the roses well they was so strong I had no choice but to stop and smell them.. So am I to continue to try and figure these things out or should I just keep going , I'm at a standstill right now nothing has happened for a few days and if all goes well something will happen tomorrow seems the pattern. I want to go to a physic and to figure out what is going on. I might make a appointment for next week to go to one that i trust and yes i have been to a few and there is one that really stood out to me I truly believe what she told me about me was real she knew nothing about me and told me step by step my life and the death of some of my family members described them to a tee.. She scared me at first told me that my dad was standing behind me and always will be there to guide and protect me that of which I so believe. So for right now I will wait for another sign. Leave comments if you like to give me your idea what is happening to me. and maybe give me some in site on what is going on. Later..