My Yesterdays

I so want to go on a vacation I want to go here Outer Banks vacation rental which is located in North Carolina. After losing my Mom last Oct 11, 2009 and then losing our home, and then my hubby ended up in the hospital with congestive heart failure and his kidneys only working at 35% , on top of all that I lost my Job while he was in the hospital for that week which I wouldn't leave him because I didn't know if I would lose him or not. So after all that I so so need a vacation, We need to get away somewhere to relax and enjoy our self for a little while , some place like this. where they have this beautiful kitchen something I have always wanted in a kitchen , just look at this. and on top of that look at this swimming pool. Although this wont bring back my Mom, or heal my hubby or get my job back, it sure will make for a nice vacation to just try and get away from reality for awhile.

I swear were I live its mostly really quiet but tonight for some reason there was a bunch of drama, you know there was a girl and a guy arguing , he was screaming and yelling at her and threw her phone and broke it. The father at one time came out and told her to come in the house and she did but then the kid walked away and came back. She would then come back out and they would start fighting again over and over , yelling and fighting. We live in a small turn a round and there are only 7 houses here, well hubby called our landlord that owns all the houses here and she said she would be right down but never showed up. For some reason we kept hoping that it would stop but after a hour it didn't and it was getting worse the guy was beating on the house and cursing the father so normally we usually don't get involved but I guess that's how people get killed , so we called the police and they came but a little to late the guy that kept walking away and then kept coming back finally left just as the cops came and what do you know they couldn't find him , gezz he just disappeared , I think he will be back later when all is settled down but hubby don't think so . oh well we will see. Kind of scary this man kept hitting the house and kicking things that young girl does not need to be around him he actually scared me. oh well hope he stays away,.

I see allot about people wanting to buy best weight loss pills and when I was younger my doctor put me on them and I have to say I did lose weight allot of it but it made me all jumpy inside and I couldn't sleep. I was really happy about the weight loss but didn't like the way I felt. So unfortunately I stopped taking them and yes the weight did come back on but I felt better. So I don't and won't say that it might be the best for people to take diet pills but I guess its not for me.

I was just watching TV and on the news and there was a son that heard some bad news about his mother that was in the hospital that the doctor had told him and he shot the doctor and then later shot his mother and then himself. Wow that's all I can say I know that I want my son to stand by me in time of need but not kill me . Wow that's all I can say.

Ok at 58 yeas old you would think that I would not get Acne well guess what I got the other day one on my chin and that's just crazy who at 58 years old get Acne, well I tell you I needed to find something that would help get rid of it because of an event I was going to so after many searches I found , http://www.chinacne.org and ordered some but as you all know by the time things get to you the problem is gone,. Its not that it took so long for them to ship it was just that I guess I heal faster sometimes,. Oh well I will have it next time I need it. Watch this is the only one I will get for the rest of my life. That's ok I will just let my kids give it a try to see if it does the job for them.

Well the other day while making the daisy's I know you will hear alot about it for now , I was showing my son one of them they were in a container and my Papi my little chihuahua reached right over and took one and ate it , oh my even though they are all edible I sure didn't expect him to just take one and walk off and eat it grrr silly dog thats one more I have to make for the one he took the little thief . lol

When I was growing up my Mom would always make sure I took my vitamins well when I was little the Flintstones kind,  As I got older she told me that I should take a Vitamin everyday to help supplement what foods I was eating and not getting enough of the good nutrition I should be getting, so I took one a day vitamins and now in my life I should really be taking the ones that help with your bones also , as I'm lactose intolerant and am not getting enough calcium that I should be taking in. My Mom is in heaven now and I so miss her advice that she gave me while she was here, I can't believe it will be a year she has passed on Oct 11, 2009 I so miss her and I think that I have grown up finally as I always depended on her always being here for me and now I have to take care of me I have no one to ask advise from.

Ok I finished the daisys and they are drying , and wanted to show you a picture of them below what do you think these are for a Wedding cake , ya I know how stressed am I getting them all the way to NY in one piece lol. Thats only half of them wow this was a trip to make and enjoyed every minute of it,.

I swear she makes me crazy sometimes she likes to play with my upper arms the back part , you know when you are heavy and then lose the weight and now you have flab on the back of your arms well she loves to touch it makes me crazy but I love her and let her she laughs and touches it , but I came across this site glucomannan that actually tells you how to tighten up that flab and allot of other things that can actually help you lose weight easy exercise that help with all parts of your body, some it sounds silly but who knows it might work. I don't know about standing on my head I think if it got up side down I would probably either wouldn't be able to stay up or couldn't get down. lol

I wanted to show you all one of my Gum Paste flowers that I have been making , they are so much fun to make , I don't know about you but there is something about making something and then then sit back and take a look at your finished product no matter what you are doing , whether it be scrap booking, knitting or what ever you get that feeling that you have accomplished something,. so without further ado here is a picture of my latest creation. This is a Wild Yellow Daisy What do you think?