Past Weekend
This past weekend was great not only did my daughter come home for a visit for the pageant for the girls but we had a great time with family and friends. I came to the realize that people move on and you can't keep them in your arms forever, you can in your heart but you can't hold on to them you have to learn to let go,. So all though I love my oldest daughter I have to learn to let go., I'm happy here right were I'm I just have to learn to be happy with me, still grieving over the loss of my Mom which I know will take time but it still pains me everyday. I really never realize how much I would miss her as much as i loved her and enjoyed being around her and helping her through her cancer which I would do that all over again, I wish my Mom was still here but without her cancer,. If we had that option I would do it all over again but with a little more of loving caring to everyone. I think that when I think back on it that I was more focused on my Mom and less on the rest of my family but if i was please forgive me. But I do see now that there was so much I missed and I don't want to miss a thing now and if I have hurt anyone by focusing on my Mom at the time I'm sorry. I do regret somethings which I know you should never do but I do. I have to stop now and write more later..
