My Yesterdays

I was really thinking of finding a place to online backup so I can save my important things on my computer but , the thing about that is that what if the online backup goes down and loses my stuff. So I just think if there is online important things to back up I would back it up on my external hard drive. That way my stuff is with me. another thing I was thinking about I need to make a back up of my back up lol. So that way if I lose my important stuff on device then I still have it on another place. So I will be double protected. You just never know and to be better prepared is always a good thing.

I hope hubby comes home tomorrow not only because he is lonely and board , but because I want him here because I so am getting tired of going back and forth to the hospital. Its tiring going back and forth . I have evidently lost my job which I didn't think they could do that with going on medical leave but they said they would pack my desk and they want me to take a voluntary quit leave , I don't want to but I have to go to unemployment to find out if they can do that. Another day in paradise. Later..

I so want some of this furniture its called rustic furniture and it is so cool. Talk about rustic this take the cake. I could see all of this furniture in a log cabin. I have always wanted to live in one and have the furniture to match . Maybe one day that will happen but for right now I like my little house its easy to keep up and its down on a side road away from the busy street. I like the seclusion of it all . But right now my focus is on my husband and getting him well so we can take that vacation we both need.

What a trip I so feel bad for my husband reality is setting in and he is getting depressed about his situation. I'm hoping his will power stays strong and that he sticks to what he needs to eat . The good thing is that we me and my son can benefit from it also eating healthy is a good thing. So lets see if we all can lose some weight and eat healthy at the same time. and salt is not to good for you so that needs to be lowered way down. As it so retains water. So no more processed food for any of us. Later..

I came across this site stainless steel drums and I knew a lady that bought extra food and stored it in these drums , sealed drums she had them all over her basement all in order with all kinds of things in them anywhere between mac and cheese to toilet paper yep toilet paper, paper towels so they would not get wet. She had rice and all kinds of stuff stored in them Most of the stuff she stored did not expire and she always had many supplies on hand. I guess she was waiting for the depression to come back again and that she would making sure she had food to last her. I thought at the time that she was crazy but now I'm not so sure.

This morning when I called hubby to see if he was going to come home today big surprise , his hear went out of sync again and now they are not going to do anything about it . Just going to keep giving him coma-din for the rest of his life and has a reduce his sodium to nill. He also has to keep his high blood pressure down . Also has to watch his kidneys and watch what he drinks., Maybe one pop a day and can only drink so much a day wow I bet he is thinking just shoot me. But we will get through this we always do and oh um I lost my job they want me to quit voluntary . I don't want to ..