My Yesterdays

This summer as in many summers I'm not a outside person but was thinking of getting a screened in tent or something like it to put in some outdoor furniture and being safe away from the bugs . I so hate bees and bugs so once we get the enclosed tent or whatever you call it just something to keep the bugs away from me. I also not a great fan of the sun and this will have something over the top for shade and then with the new furniture we can sit back and relax maybe run some electricity out to it and maybe have a radio or small TV maybe get one of them electric grills and sit on the table and cook some food. Lol.. I honestly don't know why I want to move to AZ other than not worrying about the cold winters here. Because I don't like the sun. Oh well if it happens it happens.

I have been sitting here watching a movie I don't know the name of but it sure is good I guess I could click on the info button to see the name of it . Oh ok hold on lol... Oh its called " Kiss the Girls" with Morgan Freeman and Ashley Judd and boy is it good. If you have not seen it , its about a guy kidnapping girls and putting them in a basement or something and Ashley just got kidnapped . She just found out that there was at least 5 girls in the same place as she is, but in different rooms. The place sort of looks like a prison or something. Gonna keep watching it to see more. Later.

I wonder when my daughter gets married if her new hubby, what kinds of tuxedos will be available when the time comes. I'm wondering what year they will get married. She told me once but I can't remember it was something like 10-10-10 or 11-11-11 I know it was lined up like that lol. Well I hope its not this year with the way things are going . I want to move to AZ but now with hubby's condition we would have to find new doctors it just might have to wait a bit till we find out what they say if we can take a vacation or not. First he needs to get his strength up .

I keep telling myself I can't worry about hubby because he is in God's hands now well God's and his own hands .. I can only try and not to feed him the bad foods and NO Salt. Gezz I can't believe how much salt is in things all the canned veggies are really high in sodium. The only problem is that you really can't afford to buy all fresh veggies. I guess I should of started a garden lol. I'm going to try and make my own stir fry so that to make sure there is no sodium in it. Wish Me luck. Later..

Something to think about at a time like this its never to late to go searching for a life insurance quote for both me and my husband. With a scare like I just had with my husband recently I really think that we both need to think about getting some. I need to do this as to not worry about putting on my children. I so wish I would of listen to my Mom when she said to get it when I was younger and get some for my children also sort of start it for them so when they got older they would have there own. I need to get started and update the one I have and then get one for my husband.

All things are quiet at the time and hubby is sleeping in the other room I'm typing this and relaxing just a little update on hubby. He is on like 9 different pills a day . One of which is a blood thinner to make sure that he don't get any blood clots. His heart in not in sync anymore so now we really have to be careful I just need to see if we can get help insurance wise. But I'm so sure things will work out .. Later.

Ok so I was looking for a new toilet plunger online when I came across this spring plungers which is not even what I was looking for , its crazy what you come across when looking for other items. So I kept searching and found one that I could afford. I don't know about you but I always buy a new plunger ever few months not that they wear out its that I think its just nasty to keep them sitting around for months , I toss out the old one and in with the new. I do the same with the toilet brush after a few months gone. I use to buy them disposable ones but it seems that gets a little to expensive.

I'm so happy to have him home, and he is also happy to be home. I missed him here. I was also so tired of running back and forth to the hospital. I hated that I had to leave my dogs , I also don't have a job anymore I called in but they decided to take matters into there own hands and just ditch me. Oh well they wanted me to leave voluntary and I said no but I'm so not there anymore. At this point I am just going to focus on hubby for now. Later.

I was really thinking of finding a place to online backup so I can save my important things on my computer but , the thing about that is that what if the online backup goes down and loses my stuff. So I just think if there is online important things to back up I would back it up on my external hard drive. That way my stuff is with me. another thing I was thinking about I need to make a back up of my back up lol. So that way if I lose my important stuff on device then I still have it on another place. So I will be double protected. You just never know and to be better prepared is always a good thing.

I hope hubby comes home tomorrow not only because he is lonely and board , but because I want him here because I so am getting tired of going back and forth to the hospital. Its tiring going back and forth . I have evidently lost my job which I didn't think they could do that with going on medical leave but they said they would pack my desk and they want me to take a voluntary quit leave , I don't want to but I have to go to unemployment to find out if they can do that. Another day in paradise. Later..