My Yesterdays

I'm sitting here watching a true story of Mary Jo Buttfucco about Amy Fisher shot her but she never died don't know how the story goes well not all of it but it looks interesting so be back soon.. Later.

At one time I was really thinking of going to medical assisting school but after sitting in the hospital a month and seeing all pain and suffering that I did , I really don't think that I could really go into that field. I would not have the heart to do it. My emotions would get the best of me and I would so fall apart. I enjoy helping people on the computer. I remember when I first started on the computer my first computer my Mom helped me get we got it at best buy and I was starting college and I needed one . I paid for the computer all myself its just that she put it on her best buy card so I could get it right away. I was so glad when it was paid off in the end and was so so grateful that my Mom helped me out in getting it . Mom ask was I really going to go through with my love of computers and I said yes and here I'm today still teaching and working on computers for a living . Love you Mom..

My Daughter and Josh and the kids are here so Josh can scan in some pictures for his Grandma he is scanning in old pictures for her on a memory card to send to her for her 60th Wedding Anniversary that he is sending to her with one of the picture frames so she can watch them in it. Dusty bought Caseys pizza tonight for dinner it was great didn't have to cook yea .. Thats good because I had to do dishes and clean and such when I got home. Thank You Dusty..

I am so ready for a vacation.. Planning on maybe on looking into Disney vacations last time I was at Disney I was very young and would love to take my babies to enjoy it with them as when I was young my Grandma was with us and I remember seeing how happy she was watching Me have so much fun. I would love to do the same for my grand babies. Well another dream and another Bucket list entry for me. I have started one its not to long but I try to add to it occasionally . I think the list is one that I will never finish because if and when I do finish it then life will end.

I can't wait till My oldest daughter come back and I can see her again , you know you really never know how much you miss someone till there gone .. first I lose my Mom and then lose my daughter when she moves away she is my rock and then she left ,. I know she is having a good time and is happy but that makes me happy to but I am sad and lonely.. June 6th can not come fast enough. Hurry up and get here Honey. Love you and have a safe trip coming back for your visit.. Later..

I want to get home theater seating yep want to have a place were I can sit order popcorn and drinks and just sit back and relax. I know its a dream but they do say that dreams come true. My Home theater now consist of sitting on the couch next to my fridge and getting up every 10 minutes to wait on other people of which I wouldn't have to do if I never got up to wait on myself. My dream is to have a maid a big swimming pool and to sit back and relax for the rest of my life sound good to you too? Well for now I will have to sit on my couch and wait on myself but one day I will have that big mansion high on the hill, want to come visit?

At work today went well its either I'm getting smarter or work is getting easier. Anyway it seems that the day goes buy very fast now days. I can't wait till the whole thing ends really , I know that jobs are scarce but when and if my ship comes in I'm outta there. Really I need a break I need to get my head together and finally have time to grieve and talk to someone about my Mom's death. I need time for me , I know its a little greedy of me but I need me time. Later..

I don't like the outside because of the bee's being that I'm so allergic to them . So I need to get some exercise so I think I'm going to get exercise equipment so I can do it in my own house. And at my own pace. My Mom had a exercise treadmill at one time but I think it broke I did use is for awhile and actually was getting up to 1 mile of walking a day. But the machine started making to much noise and I had to stop using it. If only I could go outside and worry about the bee's . I think that I would be ok with at.

I sure am addicted to Diet Pepsi , I know its bad I probably drink about 10 a day way to many of them. But to be honest with you I'm lactose intolerant so I can't drink milk and honestly I cant drink water well very little I get heartburn. Gezzz so I think if I get some flavored water I can handle that.. berry is my favorite.. need to cut down a bit also they have diet Koolaide that I like also in little packets I can take to work.. Later..

I was bad just ate three oreo cookies .. I'm so bad .. I need to take care with my eating but sometimes you just have to give in. I also made some fudge.. Oh and I saw this link about a convex mirror when I came across the site I really had to laugh about it because I can imagine what young boys would do with them mirrors lol. I guess they are used to search under cars and such but can you imagine taking one of them to a public restroom or to a part or other places ..Them boys sure can think of all kinds of thing to look at under and over things .. I'm just bad must be getting tired time for me to go to bed been a long day..