My Yesterdays

Today was not to bad , seems at my work just when I think I'm doing ok bam get smack down. And quite frankly im getting tired of it. So I have decided that I really don't give a crap anymore. Just like today I'm really tired of fighting for what I believe is right come on give me a frigging break. Getting blamed for stuff I shouldn't getting blamed for but no one really gives a crap. Oh well I ask you should I keep fighting or just say oh well and let them walk all over me. You tell me!!!

I'm worried about my sweet little Papi will get ahold of my Ipod cord he already ate up my ear phones the little turkey.. so I'm going to invest on getting more at this sale they have three for 6.99 you sure can't go wrong with that price plus free shipping.

You can't beat that so that way I can always have extra's so in case my little Papi gets a hold of mine.

Its been unbelievable here its been so nice and warm, in the upper 80tys love it. I would so love to have warmth than cold . I guess tomorrow and the next day its going to be colder in the 60ty's which is ok to we will take it. We don't have central air here but thats ok we will be putting in our air conditioners soon and it will be cool in here. I would so love not to use them but don't want to roast either. Hopefully we will be able to go on vacation this year out to see my daughter in AZ want to see what it is like there make sure its not to hot lol. Later..

Let me tell you with all the stress I have been though I'm losing my hair and now have to look into the best hair loss treatment I can find. When it was longer I use to lose my hair so fast it was every where. Now it just comes out but I guess I don't notice it as much that its shorter. Well got to go my daughter is on her way here to pick me up to go to dinner with my other daughter, hubby is still sick so he is not going . So we are heading to Mo Bradys I think I'm going to go have a salad.. yummy..

Remember on my earlier post I said that the sky was all different colors well now I know why.. we have a tornado watch wow , I am wondering how this house will fair with one of them on the way. Its crazy out and this house does not have a basement I guess we could all stand in the bathroom although its not to big but If need be thats were we will go three adults and two dogs lol. Well as long as I have internet and electricity then I will keep you updated.. Later..

This is our Willow Tree In Bloom isn't pretty..

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Every time I turn around I see a advertisement about colon cleanse although it does sound like a good idea but I think that there are some that don't need them , I know this is silly but if you go like you are suppose to then why go more.. Hubby said that he surely don't need to use that product. Any way my daughter just called and ask me to go with the rest of the family to Mo Brady's sounds like a good idea but hate to go without my son and hubby we will see.

If could just see what it looks like outside its beautiful the colors in the sky are so different oranges and yellows and blues. I have never noticed how beautiful the sky looks like till now. It's crazy how one never notices what things look like till one day you wake up and go oh look at this or look at that. I'm so lonely I wonder were that just came from but must be true again still trying to find myself.. can anyone tell me where I'm? Later..

I have been on nerve pills or shall I say panic anxiety medicine's for years also have been on sleeping pills. I know I don't need them and should try to get myself off of them , they are like a crutch I depend on but for now I need them. I have seen advertisements for sleeping pills and I remember that my Mom had tried some of them but I guess she was on so much other meds that it make a difference. She was even on my prescription sleeping pills and they did nothing for her. But the ones I see on the internet seem not to have the additive affects that some do. I often wonder if I would be able to sleep at night if I tried not taking mine.. Well for now I don't want to find out.

Yep sitting here listening to the thunder which by the way always scared me but now seems like a gentle rumble . Was going to make some cream puffs but kind wondering if the rain will make it so that it will be to damp to make them. Been wanting to make some but haven't had any eggs , Had Kelcee and Kyle last night and be colored eggs which Dusty brought with the coloring kits. We had fun doing them, I never realized how much fun it was to do them till last night seems that you seem to lose that once your own children grow up and have children of there own. Of course lots of them got ate before they made it home. lol. Later.

I have seem to forget who I'm anymore. I have let myself go, I see these other women my age and they look like a million dollars. I guess I have spent way to much time on others than myself. I have noticed that I have some blackheads on my face that are in great need of getting taken care of I came across this site that shows how to take care of them with a gentle way of doing blackhead extraction than I have been doing. I have had some scars on my face because of being to rough on my face either by scrubbing to hard or using different types of facial cream which by the way didn't us to long because as I said earlier I haven't care of myself for along time. Tell me why do people do that to themselves I guess life gets in the way and you just do what needs to be done and there never seems enough time in your life to do for you. But like I said that's got to stop at least for me.