My Yesterdays

My oldest daughter use to have a pond , a homemade pond it was just beautiful and the different kind of pond pumps that she had yep she had several different types one was used in the pond and then the other was use to actually look like a outside faucet like is attached to your house the pump would just recycle the water love looking at that one and she and her boyfriend put it all together themselves piece by piece. I'm sure she has a picture of it somewhere I will have to get it from her to post on here.

I guess this weekend is all I have left of whats left at my Mom's house I need to go get the few things that are left there that belong to me. As it turns out my brother as you would call him has manage to sell my moms house no matter what I said or did to try and get it always a wall up and running into. It just got to the point I said the hell with it I'm done it just got to the point were I said I'm done.. Yep he won he got what he wanted Money that's his big thing .. and yes money is nice but you know I probably wont get a dime . but that is ok I have something he will never ever take away from me is my time I had with my Mom she was my everything my whole life, and what I got out of that time with my mom NO ONE can ever take away from me its so a million dollars will never be enough to take that away from me.

My daughter Christy will be getting married soon , don't know exactly when but when she does I wish she would have a big wedding one were I can get some wedding napkins like I had when I got married it was so cool and I have those reminders with your name and wedding date on them. Unlike the cake and all the other accessories that get tossed away. I still have my napkin in my wedding book from when I got married and actually have the newspaper clip of my wedding day. It's something to look back on, because memories is really all we have left in our life.

Today was not to bad , seems at my work just when I think I'm doing ok bam get smack down. And quite frankly im getting tired of it. So I have decided that I really don't give a crap anymore. Just like today I'm really tired of fighting for what I believe is right come on give me a frigging break. Getting blamed for stuff I shouldn't getting blamed for but no one really gives a crap. Oh well I ask you should I keep fighting or just say oh well and let them walk all over me. You tell me!!!