My Yesterdays

The only thing that totally makes me nuts is that the kids that live in our little turnaround they are sweet kids but they totally scare me to death they play out in the road they seem not to even care if there is a car or whatever coming they just sit there.. and were talking little children were are there parents really.. like ages 2-3 year olds.. They come up to your door when its open and just stand there , mind you they are little and don't understand but really I guess I was just to over protective of my children when they was small.. These kids leave there ridding toys out in the road .. sticks and whatever they want out there. some of the kids are older there is like a total of 5 all together living in a two bedroom house next to us. plus there mom and dad and grandma and grandpa its crazy there is like 9 people in one house.. we have like just three of us in our two bedroom house. I sometimes wonder why we are even living here really on one side of us is a cement place and the other side is a city sign place that they work all night long so its not so quiet here as i thought it would be lol. Later...

Boy I tell you we was thinking of getting a different insurance reason being is that we have moved to Iowa and so we was going to transfer our current insurance over here but , when we called and found out it would double what it is now we decided to go out and get some auto insurance quotes because of the double the cost that it was going to be. Now let me tell you I have been with my current insurance company now for over 20 years and I totally think its crazy that they want more. So its so on to find another company.

This song reminds me of my Mom.. Its by Diamond Rio called "I Believe

I so feel her everyday I smell , and feel as if I'm being touched by her, she is here with me because I Believe...

Every now and then soft as breath upon my skin I feel you come back again And it’s like you haven’t been gone a moment from my side, Like the tears were never cried, Like the hands of time were pulling you and me.

And with all my heart I’m sure we’re closer than we ever were, I don’t have to hear or see I’ve got all the proof I need. There are more than angels watching over me

I believe Oh I believe

Now when you die and life goes on, I t doesn’t end here When you’re gone every soul has found a flight It never ends if I’m right.

Our love can even reach across eternity.

I believe Oh I believe

Forever you’re a part of me, Forever in the heart of me, I will hold you even longer if I can. Oh the people, who don’t see the most, See that I believe in ghosts. If that makes me crazy then I am

Cuz I believe Oh I believe

There are more than angels watching over me.

I believe Oh I believe

Every now and then soft as breath upon my skin, I feel you come back again And I believe.

I really haven't talked to much about our new place been so busy with other things that I haven't had a chance it has two bedrooms, kitchen, laundry room, bathroom and a frontroom its really nice. It also has Murray Feiss lighting in both bedrooms beautiful. Once we get all the stuff put away we are getting from storage I will take some pictures of it on the inside and post them here. It don't have a garage but it has a carport really nice we have out new gas grill under it , can't wait till it warms up here to get the yard all pretty.. Although I am not a outside yard person , don't like bees but we live in like a culdesac its like a dead end street. There is like maybe 6 houses here in our little area, I like the idea its away from cars and traffic. Most of the neighbors here are really nice. Hubby should really get along fine with them because they all like sitting out by a fire at night which we are allowed to have here. I'm tired as we moved about 15 boxes today and I have a few left to go through but the thing is were to put it , its stuff I need to keep but no where to put it , oh well will find a place.

My father in law had a slight heart attack or something the other day sure did put a scare in everyone. He was in the hospital for a few days had a aerogram dont know if that spelling is correct or not but its the one that you have when they put the scope up through you artery and check things out he had one blockage at 50% which they are going to give him meds for , he is home now thank goodness .. I tell you they live so far away from us its actually scary leaving his mom out there in the boonies by herself , but she loves it so I guess its ok. I'm glad everyone is doing ok. We picked up some more of our stuff in storage I know its been a few months but with starting a new job and everything else going on it just seemed that we was working with just basic's my son even had to go buy us a new set of silverware as we got tired of using plastic lol.. oh well we have our silverware now and a whole lot more of stuff we dont need so we are going to go through it and get rid of a bunch of stuff. less to move when we decide to move to AZ. Later..

I have been trying to lose some weight and guess what I just had a strawberry shortcake with real sugar, so bad but I couldn't help it I just had to have it. I need to look into something to take like quick trim to help with my weight loss. I have I guess no will power to stop myself. I should just not buy that stuff but them fresh strawberries looked so good and with a lot of whipping cream yummy. Dinner consisted of tuna noodle casserole yummy but hubby didn't eat it he cant stand it, he loves tuna fish sandwiches but tuna noodle I guess he just cant take it , so he had goulash instead leftovers from last night yep pasta two nights in a row. I made cupcakes the other night too so want to grab on and eat it right now after having strawberry shortcake well sitting here trying to contain myself ..

I wonder what tomorrow will bring , I think people say that all the time and I say you just never know I guess till it comes. But then after its gone its gone lol. does that make any sense at all, so what i'm really saying is that you never know what is going to happen tomorrow until the day is over with and sometimes its good and sometimes its bad, I have been trying to make the most of each day I have left on this earth, you have to because life is short and why not just enjoy it while you can. You know it don't take money to make you happy but it sure does help lol. Later..

I tell you with this stressful job I often wonder why I ever got back into doing tech support, I guess that the other one I had spoiled me to the point I though that it was going to be easy you would think after 9 years this one would be a piece of cake. Well let me tell you I will soon need something to help prevent hair loss if I don't pull it out because of the stress I will just lose it all because of the stress. To begin with I am a blond and my hair is thin enough so I have a choice find something to help build my hair back up or just go bald.

I have been wanting to head out to Az since my daughter left, I miss her so much wish I was there with her like I said I need a vacation. My work is tiring and been thinking that I would soon get let go but just when I think that its going to happen they give me good reviews. Its iffy I think sometimes it get bad then good making nuts. I don't know I just will keep going till they tell me different I guess someone has to pay the bills around here lol..

If only I could find the best best weight loss supplement to help me lose more weight. Seems that I'm stuck were I'm right now. But with working so many hours at work I can't seem to get on the right track. All I do is snack all day at work to keep up my energy. Its not that my job is physically hard its just that It's mentally hard I guess. I have never really ever ever used my mind so much as I have with this job. But it seems that the harder I try it actually seems to benefit me thinking that I'm not doing good enough but then they give me good audits lol I don't know you tell me.