My Yesterdays

Ok its time to finally try and get rid of some of my tummy , I have to because of my diabetes I just have to get rid of belly fat and if I do I can get my blood sugar down and maybe feel better and not to have headaches all the time it seems its my fault to and I should know better but I just can't stop myself. I need to get some strength and get myself back on track. Will update soon.

I would really like to go on vacation, I really need one believe me after what has happen the past 6 months it seems that my body will not take much more of being stressed all the time. Later..

I keep searching to find the right diet suppressant but I just keep searching visiting many sites like this one appetitesuppressants.net and one day I will find the right one for me. Yesterday I did try and to eat right and not snack which I'm not suppose to do but stress just makes me eat bad. Maybe in the near future things will ease up, but for now I will just keep plugging along.

Will it ever end , the more I try to make things right the more things go wrong.. I keep hoping one of these days everything will work out and be right. Wish me luck .. Later..

I tried SlimQuick before a long time ago and found out at that time I was Lactose intolerant but after viewing the reviews on slimquick extreme I don't think I will try this one either. I'm sure it's ok for some but I already have enough problems with me being jittery as it is, so will try something else or just try to burn fat my own way. The job I have now consist of me sitting at a desk all day so I have to get up and move during my breaks so as not to get cramps in my legs.

I'm just sitting here watching the Olympics with my daughter Christy using her internet, but what she really don't know is that besides sitting here using her internet because mine is not on yet in my new house is that I am so enjoying the time I have left with her, I so will miss her as the day's get closer for her to leave for AZ I'm dreading every moment of it but I know its for the best for her and her family. I know she is just a phone call away but that's not the same as to get to see her I might have to just up and leave with her or maybe later just fly out for a visit.. I love you sweetie and will miss you so much.

I need some of this hgh I so need this help me with my aging process. I always wonder how some people can look so young and some people really show there age , my mom always said that it was because of the younger looking ones were the ones that had a easy life and didn't have much stress in there lives. So I attribute my looks to way to much stress in my life maybe I should have a face lift. lol.

Going to miss my daughter so much when she leave's for AZ I'm guessing that I will end up following her there. Seems that I'm not happy here and just might pack up my most prized possessions and squeeze into her van and take my papi and am outta here. Later....

I have heard of colon cleanser and I had thought at one time that I would want to try it but then have since decided that I would not because of some of the things that I have seen online.

I know that it can do some good for you but I just don't think that I could handle it. So I would just have to say for those of you that want to give it a try good luck because the thought of me doing really scares me..

I am so missing my mom , she has been gone four months yesterday, It don't seem that long it seems just like yesterday I lost her. Oct 11 2009 and her Hospital room 444 will be forever embeded into my heart. If there is one thing I know she is with me always I see signs of her here and there.. she pops up and let me know by showing me her room number 444 everywhere I turn around.. sometimes I just smile and other times I feel her.. I love you Mom... and so miss you..