My Yesterdays

I have only had it a few months but I just love it, it can get costly if you go buying the games and the utilities or movies . But I have restrained myself only buying a few things which reminds me that I need to watch a movie I downloaded " My sister's Keeper" which I have already seen but wanted to see it again so after this post I better get going on that. Later

I use to take diet pills that was prescribed by my doctor, yep they did them way back then. The side effects of diet pill can be bad. Like I said when I was younger my doctor prescribed some for me , oh they worked ok and yes I did lose weight but the side affects of taking them far out weighed the actual outcome let me tell you . It seemed that the pills had and ingredient that had the same affect as the drug speed does. I know there was time that I just couldn't sit down all day I would clean, work and always had to do something. Once I stopped taking them it took weeks for my body to get back to normal, I'm happy that I stopped taking them.

Well we went to a few places today and stopped so my Husband could get his hair cut and guess what I sat out in the car just chilling waiting for him playing my Ipod and when he came out , the stupid car would not start I can't believe my luck , really first lose the house then the car goes bad and now I need to get a ride to my first day of work on Tuesday .. yep got me a job I'm so excited, its more than a year , and its time and I was getting bored. Well one good thing is that there is someone there that I know so I wont be so alone I will see a friendly face a person that I worked with at my old job of 9 years. People keep saying it will get better but I don't know , but my daughter Christy tells me to keep the faith , that I can do , but it seems that all hope is gone.

Some of the Diet Pills sure can have a bad effect on you , some work some don't , after going to this site and checking out the lipozene review, makes me wonder. I have been looking into finding the best diet pill but have not found the right one yet so I have been reading all the reviews about the different diet pills to make sure I get the best one out there. I could just try it on my own again like I did before and it did work I did end up losing 30 pounds and it was not that hard but I have to get back into the routine again, but can't at this time.

I'm beginning to think that to forgive will help my situation, I can't move on unless I learn to forgive. It's not as easy as it sounds to do , seems its going to take some time but I just wonder how much time, how much time do I have left? I guess no one knows and to forgive and not be angry would only kill me sooner. Oh well maybe once I start my new job on tuesday it will take my mind off of it. Later

Boy I can't believe what stress can do for you and how bad it can cause wrinkles if you click here you can see the anti wrinkle product that I want to try, when my Mom was alive she had many times went got the best anti wrinkle products at Walgreens and tried them out some worked some and some didn't , but I do remember that she had spent hundreds of dollars to help get rid of them. I would always laugh and think that is was silly that she spent so much money on those products , but now I'm not laughing , so I might just give it a try.

Days turn into months, its been a few days past three months since my Mom died. I sure miss her everyday , she was my friend as well as my Mom we did everything together we did we live life and really enjoyed our time together and no money could never change the fun we had together, I'm finding out that life is what it is. Later..

For some time now I haven't been eating right , with everything that has been going on meals have been really not what you call the best. I actually need to make use of some herbal weight loss pills I just love the idea that they have all natural ingredients in there products and to me means allot. I need to get back in my exercise regiment also, I kind of lost all passion for that the past 3 or 4 months. But sitting around and feeling sorry for myself wont cut it. Get out there and live your life before its gone.

Well Its a new day and life must go on, no matter what I forgive my brother, he is the only brother I have he is not listening with his heart now , I actually don't know what he is thinking .. but I do know I will go on and he will have to live with what he has done not me . I can't and wont let it get me down been to sad as it is between my Mom's death and things falling all around me I must be strong. My Mom was always strong. as I see it my brother really don't know just how weak he is, he has said a few things to me that was like a slap in the face , but who took care of him when he came into the house hold when he was adopted , for the first 9 months of his life I helped take care of him I was there for him.. but once again who is not there for me .. yea I know just get on with it right.

I swear I will have to go buy some of anti wrinkle serum my wrinkles are sure getting bad, I need to have some happiness wrinkles instead of sad and stress wrinkles. The way my life is going I have been so stressed and rushed lately that I haven't really made some Me Time . I think I will go to a spa or a short vacation to get relaxed. I do enjoy being with my grandbabies and spending time with them, I also love to knit, play with my Ipod, DS and my computer. I have most of my stuff in storage and would love to have my Knitting stuff with me to make things with. well I'm sure I will get my stuff out soon so I can start knitting again. Thats really a stress reliever.