I almost Cried..
I almost cried tonight.. but felt warm and just knew Mom was with me, I went outside to help look for drake, and standing out there I looked up and saw stars.. and one shining so brightly I just knew it was Mom telling me it was going to be ok.. and now I know it is.. we have a home will be moving soon.. I'm happy.. Its not my Mom's house but I will be so so happy to have my own place .. its hard living with another family .. The one thing that I have learned about this whole mom dying and losing the house and staying with family that life is what you make of it and we have tried to make the best of things and situations and sometimes its hard. But my daughter has said what don't kill you makes you stronger...
Later