My Yesterdays

Days turn into months, its been a few days past three months since my Mom died. I sure miss her everyday , she was my friend as well as my Mom we did everything together we did we live life and really enjoyed our time together and no money could never change the fun we had together, I'm finding out that life is what it is. Later..

For some time now I haven't been eating right , with everything that has been going on meals have been really not what you call the best. I actually need to make use of some herbal weight loss pills I just love the idea that they have all natural ingredients in there products and to me means allot. I need to get back in my exercise regiment also, I kind of lost all passion for that the past 3 or 4 months. But sitting around and feeling sorry for myself wont cut it. Get out there and live your life before its gone.

Well Its a new day and life must go on, no matter what I forgive my brother, he is the only brother I have he is not listening with his heart now , I actually don't know what he is thinking .. but I do know I will go on and he will have to live with what he has done not me . I can't and wont let it get me down been to sad as it is between my Mom's death and things falling all around me I must be strong. My Mom was always strong. as I see it my brother really don't know just how weak he is, he has said a few things to me that was like a slap in the face , but who took care of him when he came into the house hold when he was adopted , for the first 9 months of his life I helped take care of him I was there for him.. but once again who is not there for me .. yea I know just get on with it right.

I swear I will have to go buy some of anti wrinkle serum my wrinkles are sure getting bad, I need to have some happiness wrinkles instead of sad and stress wrinkles. The way my life is going I have been so stressed and rushed lately that I haven't really made some Me Time . I think I will go to a spa or a short vacation to get relaxed. I do enjoy being with my grandbabies and spending time with them, I also love to knit, play with my Ipod, DS and my computer. I have most of my stuff in storage and would love to have my Knitting stuff with me to make things with. well I'm sure I will get my stuff out soon so I can start knitting again. Thats really a stress reliever.