My Yesterdays

She ask me if a certain book was out yet in paper back. Well I'll be while searching just now I came across it located here textbooks and if they don't have what your looking for they sure will show you were to find it at, as I said its a little to late as she passed away Oct 11, 2009 and I truly miss her way to much still. I guess only time will tell how things will affect me as of now every little thing does and I cry often.

It seems things just don't want to work out right , seems that its like pulling teeth to get something that totally belongs to me but I keep running in to a wall.. So at this point I will just back out gracefully and go on with my life, I Know what a certain person would of wanted but it seems another person don't or wont let it happen but that's ok .. I say what goes around comes around and though i don't want to wish any ill will on anyone .. well lets just leave it at that. later

Boy I tell you its been one heck of a couple of months and I tell you I need to get away .. its not possible right now because of all that is going on but when we do decide to go I'm heading over to Eagle Creek luggage to pick some up. The luggage that I have now needs some updating. Thinking about just packing up and heading someplace warm for awhile. Its been so crazy the past few months I need time for me . Did you ever feel like just running away?