My Yesterdays

Its amazing in just a few more minutes it will be 2010, who would of thought that I would live to see it sadly my Mom didn't, who would of thought that she would leave us this year on Oct 11, 2009. It seem so sad that we had thanksgiving and then Christmas and now new years without her. That my twins had there Birthday, my Grandson and granddaughter and Me and My brother all had our birthdays with out her this year.. it seems so much went by without her.. all I ask is that God give me the strength to go on to 2010. Later...

Ok I'm going nuts.. I'm going to up and leave and take my dog , my cloths and I'm gone.. seriously I am tired of the abuse , of walking on eggshells,. don't get me wrong i am not ungrateful to my daughter or son in law I'm not I appreciate them putting up with us,. its just that I'm really upset with the way things are going I'm going take my stuff and just run away really. If my hubby cant take care of me then I will , not that I don't love him its just I'm tired of going no where fast. With the loss of my Mom just a few short months ago, I got to move on.. seems everywhere I go is a dead end.. I hate depending on any of my kids for help .. and thats all I have to say about that. Later..