My Yesterdays

Will post more tomorrow about tomorrow. Later

It will be one of these Toto toilets now that's what you call going in style. and talk about water efficiency you will save lots on your water bill. With today's economy one can never be to careful on saving every penny they can. For you never know what tomorrow may bring .. you know the old saying don't have a pot to you know or a window to throw it out lol.. Just thought I would add a little humor to this post. It seems you have to try to look on the bright side of everything no matter how bad it might get. And you must find good in everything not matter weather its bad or depressing. I guess this post is just full of little tips..

It seems that everything that I try and everything that I do . just isn't coming out right .. maybe its just me or maybe the mood I'm in.. but as my Mom always said "It will be alright" but will it really .. it was one of the last things my Mom ever said to me she said it often.. When I think of the time of her being in the hospital and looking at me with them tired sad brown eyes and when I would call before I came up I would ask what she wanted or needed and she would say to me Just walk in with a smile.. which I gladly did .. I love her so much and so miss her its killing me inside. Later..

My Son-in-law does a beautiful job of laying glass tiles or any other type of tiles that is , you should see some of his work just beautiful he is a expert at it. But says that he really don't to do it for a living as its very hard on your knees and back. He put all the tiles up in his bathroom and in many other peoples homes. When or if I ever get a home of my own I plan on putting down tile, and I sure do know who to call on..

And that's all I have to say about that.. Later

I sure hope that when my daughter ever marries her boyfriend, that they have a nice wedding one were the groom will wear a tuxedo I just love a man in a tuxedo. My hubby sure did look great in his 37 years ago, and my Son looked great in his when he was in a wedding of a friend of his looked so handsome. When my girls got married they didn't have a really big wedding a small one and I'm hoping that I can finally see one of my children have a big wedding..

Right now my life is heading in one direction .. down. its so depressing to even live. I have to go on though and know that my life might be cut short also so I have to live as if there is no tomorrow but you know what .. there is a tomorrow thank goodness and it can be good or bad whatever you choose to make of it.. so for now I'm in lala land wondering were my next move will be. lol.

She ask me if a certain book was out yet in paper back. Well I'll be while searching just now I came across it located here textbooks and if they don't have what your looking for they sure will show you were to find it at, as I said its a little to late as she passed away Oct 11, 2009 and I truly miss her way to much still. I guess only time will tell how things will affect me as of now every little thing does and I cry often.

It seems things just don't want to work out right , seems that its like pulling teeth to get something that totally belongs to me but I keep running in to a wall.. So at this point I will just back out gracefully and go on with my life, I Know what a certain person would of wanted but it seems another person don't or wont let it happen but that's ok .. I say what goes around comes around and though i don't want to wish any ill will on anyone .. well lets just leave it at that. later

Boy I tell you its been one heck of a couple of months and I tell you I need to get away .. its not possible right now because of all that is going on but when we do decide to go I'm heading over to Eagle Creek luggage to pick some up. The luggage that I have now needs some updating. Thinking about just packing up and heading someplace warm for awhile. Its been so crazy the past few months I need time for me . Did you ever feel like just running away?