My Yesterdays

I was looking for some help to try and maintain my weight so I went searching for the best deal in weight loss pills to help me . And came across this sight and found some help in finding the right one for me. I know I should just watch what I eat and just keep it at that but sometimes I just get sad and comfort food is all I have.

The past few days we have been going through my Mom's stuff and really she didnt have allot , not as much as I do in my home and I sure am going to downsize mine now that I'm going through hers. So many memorys and so much to never forget, I guess the items are not something the holds the memories its the things you remember and hold dear in your heart that is the best to keep.

Yep I decieded that I so want one of these .. just so I can have my laptop and hand and not have to worry about carrying around a large laptop.  I can take it with me anywhere.. I want it basically so I can just grab it and go over to my daughters house and where ever I want to go . I so want the Pink one lol. I think that netbooks are the way to go even though there is not cd rom or anything in it like that with the internet and bluetooth they have in them and all of the usb spots you can add just about any external app. Will post a picture of my new netbook as soon as I get up the rest of the money for it.

We went out to dinner with My oldest daughter Christy and her boyfriend and my grandson .. Jon as he now likes to be called lol.. to me he will always be my little pookie  see when he was a baby I just couldnt get myself to call this cute little baby Jonathan so i nick named him Pookie.. but he is 12 now and wants to be call Jon .. do you blame him.. lol.. Oh we went to eat at Chillies good food and even better company.

I'm tomorrow going to just do nothing .. really it seems that its been non stop and I haven't had a moment to myself today was all about going down to Mom's again .. and I love so love the smell when I walk into my Mom's house it fills me with peace. we me and my brother go through here things and sort out what we want to keep and so forth.. After that I went to the mall to see what I could get out of my old Krazer phones and Mom's old cell phones well mom's was so old they couldnt do anything with them but I did manage to get rid of my two phones for hardly nothing.. but its ok. anyway had to go through all kinds of things to sell them to the people .  I saw a unlocked phone that I was thinking of getting but just was thinking of getting it .. I just got a new LG Tritan which I love so will stick with that one for awhile I go through USCellular so thats fine with me.

One that will forever be kept in my mind is . "It will be alright" not matter what happens things will be ok. I keep holding on to that saying .. but so far things have gone from worse to worser lol. Things in my house hold kind of fell apart they did while I was away and spending the last moments with my Mom.. seems its just one thing after another to much to go into .. funny thing is that I told my daughter the one that has been there for me from day one.. is what else could happen the electric and gas go out? yep it did for a brief moment .. wow.. Mom sure is keeping me on my toes.. she has taught me so many things some I didn't catch right away but now have seen the light wonder why it took so long to come to light.. I do know she is right here beside me I can feel her , she will always be with me.. I wonder what is going to happen when I'm totally left alone for a few hours will I fall apart? It seems I haven't made it there yet but , yet again maybe I already have and Just don't know it yet ..

With todays economy we need to be careful of each penny we spend and try to get the best deals that we can , although we cant by the best of the best we can come pretty close to it by looking for the best buy that we can get. I have been looking into getting a notebook a small one .. I guess just one I can call my own .. one that I can take with me conveniently without carrying a big laptop, in the case. I have seen a few that I want but still saving to get one , but it will happen. I guess I have the thinking of enjoying myself now and not worrying about tomorrow .. seems after you lose someone you love it truly changes your thinking about life.

We all as a family went out to dinner all my kids and most of my grandkids was there.. we went to Skinners out in Milan.. was pretty good pizza .. good company .. my One granddaughter came up to me and gave me a hug I hugged her back and told her I loved her this much opening my arms wide open , she said is that all ? I said well how much do you love me .. she said all the way up to Grandma Lee .. which is my Mom .. I cried and so did she .. what a touching moment.. one I will always remember.. Thank you Kelcee ..

I tell you everyone I know has had or seems to be getting the flu , some of the flu is so horrible that the use of a colon cleanse really is not necessary. People just seem not to need it at this time if you know what I mean . My daughter Christy , Dusty, Stacey, my son Raymie my Husband and grandchildren have all had it, I'm barely hanging in there to keep healthy enough to fight it . But I don't know how long that will take before it hits me also. There is so much to do and so little time to do it in, with my Mom passing so much to go through.

Leonora M. DeFrieze, 78, of Rock Island, died Sunday, Oct. 11, 2009, at Trinity Medical Center, Rock Island. Services for Mrs. DeFrieze will be 10:30 a.m. Friday at St. Ambrose Catholic Church, Milan. Visitation will be from 4 to 7 p.m. Thursday at Wheelan-Pressly Funeral Home, 3030 7th Ave., Rock Island. Burial will be at Calvary Cemetery, Rock Island. Memorials may be made to Quad City Animal Shelter, Milan. Leonora was born Sept. 28, 1931, in Rock Island, the daughter of Leo F. Johnson and Florence L. Lutz Johnson. She married Albert A. DeFrieze on April 12, 1947, in Rock Island. Mr. DeFrieze preceded his wife in death Dec. 26, 1987. Mrs. DeFrieze worked as a cook at the former Oak Glen Nursing Home, Coal Valley, retiring after 18 years of service. Her memberships include St. Ambrose Catholic Church, Milan; and the Fraternal Order of the Eagles, Aerie No. 1112, Moline. Leonora enjoyed crocheting and especially cooking. Survivors include a daughter and son-in-law, Antoinette "Toni" and Raymond Girt, Moline; a son and daughter-in-law, Allen and Erin DeFrieze, Moline; grandchildren, Christina, Dusty, Stacey, Raymie, Alexis, Ethan; and seven great-grandchildren. Mrs. DeFrieze was preceded in death by her parents; husband, Albert; and a sister, Norma Deloose. Online condolences may be left for the family at www.wheelanpressly.com.