I’m Lost
Really Lost .. my security is all gone.. she left me to join my dad in heaven.. I depended on her not for money or material things but she was my backup she had my back all the time.. she was my Mom, my friend, my security, its gone now all gone. I feel all alone, so so alone.. where do I go were do I turn , do I turn to my brother I know he will always be there for me but its different were do I turn.. my kids? they will always be there for me also but its just NOT the same , Oh yea Im selfish yep I am I want my Mom back when she died a part of me died also can I go on? can I really .. I feel as though I'm walking around in a daze , is it real? Honestly is it really real is she gone? I keep wanting to call her go down , us go out to lunch us going shopping just being with her. I have my Kids yes and my oldest has always been there for me and even more now than ever.. but I'm sorry its not the same i'm selfish, im spoiled , im lonely and I want my Mommy back ...
Oh, Hon. I understand how you’re feeling. But who you turn to now is your Heavenly Father! Crawl up in His lap and let Him wrap His arms around you!!! I know for a fact that HE is the only way that Don and I made it through the loss of our daughter.
November 20th, 2009 at 7:59 pm