My Yesterdays

One that will forever be kept in my mind is . "It will be alright" not matter what happens things will be ok. I keep holding on to that saying .. but so far things have gone from worse to worser lol. Things in my house hold kind of fell apart they did while I was away and spending the last moments with my Mom.. seems its just one thing after another to much to go into .. funny thing is that I told my daughter the one that has been there for me from day one.. is what else could happen the electric and gas go out? yep it did for a brief moment .. wow.. Mom sure is keeping me on my toes.. she has taught me so many things some I didn't catch right away but now have seen the light wonder why it took so long to come to light.. I do know she is right here beside me I can feel her , she will always be with me.. I wonder what is going to happen when I'm totally left alone for a few hours will I fall apart? It seems I haven't made it there yet but , yet again maybe I already have and Just don't know it yet ..

With todays economy we need to be careful of each penny we spend and try to get the best deals that we can , although we cant by the best of the best we can come pretty close to it by looking for the best buy that we can get. I have been looking into getting a notebook a small one .. I guess just one I can call my own .. one that I can take with me conveniently without carrying a big laptop, in the case. I have seen a few that I want but still saving to get one , but it will happen. I guess I have the thinking of enjoying myself now and not worrying about tomorrow .. seems after you lose someone you love it truly changes your thinking about life.

We all as a family went out to dinner all my kids and most of my grandkids was there.. we went to Skinners out in Milan.. was pretty good pizza .. good company .. my One granddaughter came up to me and gave me a hug I hugged her back and told her I loved her this much opening my arms wide open , she said is that all ? I said well how much do you love me .. she said all the way up to Grandma Lee .. which is my Mom .. I cried and so did she .. what a touching moment.. one I will always remember.. Thank you Kelcee ..