My Yesterdays

Well sometimes i wonder that the prescription drugs that I'm on that I could just get off of if I needed to. I have been on them for over 2 years for anxiety and panic attacks. If I had to go to drug rehab I sure would love be at this place its so beautiful. I also worry about a family member also that might have an addiction and would love to be able to send them to a drug rehab place to help them sort out there lives. I actually wonder what its like to be drug free and to be back to normal .. I have so much drama in my life that I don't think that I will ever get off of them.

i wanted to update you all that my Mom is doing better I so am relieved its been touch and go now for many days, she is still in the hospital but  is doing so much better.  She is eating more and  is getting stronger every day .. I am so hoping that next week  sometime she will get to come home.. she is in  no hurry I ask her is  she ready to come back home she said no , so that tells me she still is under the weather which she is but is getting better day by day what a strong woman she is. I love you Mom.

Did you know that stress can cause you to gain weight.. well being under allot of stress lately I think I have gained some weight . I have tried to eat right but haven't been able to do that because of running here and there.. so I think I need to look into some of these best weight loss pills to help me with my weight I also have to learn to start eating write. Eating one meal a day makes for a hungry person later on in the evening when your the most hungry. So lets hope these will help me.

When my daughter gets her family taken care of we are going down to my moms house and spend a little time with Baby Girl.. moms cat she has been alone for a few days but I do stop there everyday and feed her and then my brother does the same. So as soon as she gets her family taken care of we will leave to head down there to see the cat and then up to see Mom at the hospital.. I'm going to call her to see if there is anything she might need.. I sure wish I was feeling better.. Later

I told my daughter that when she moves to AZ that she should look into something like this cross country moving company to help with the move. But she says that for now she wants to put everything in storage and then come back and get it later once they both get established and a place to put all of her stuff. I told her that I would go with her when she does move to check out the sites and see were she is going to be living.

My Mom is in the hospital . she has pneumonia and  they have tried a few different types of antibiotics on her hoping that she will get better but it sure  is kicking her butt.. and now with me and my allergy's or cold which ever it is I try to stay away from her while visiting.. but the nurse sure did set me straight I tell you .. I was worried about giving my mom something and she said no that I couldn't and that mom couldn't give me anything. Now is not the time for me to be sick grrrrrrrrr.. My brother is leaving in 10 days to go on vacation and boy I sure hope she is better by then.. Later..

Ever since I was in an accident with my Blazer I sure wish I would of had put on push bars on it , then It wouldn't done so much damage to my bumper , the place were the motorcycle hit now is rusting , Makes me upset that it had to happen in the first place the accident was not my fault , the motorcycle was going way to fast for the conditions and it actually lost control and slid and I didn't see it because it was already down when we collided , so we went to court and he had a lawyer and I didn't I thought I had the police on my side nope lawyers rule over the police anytime. Well I guess thats life.

Today is my Hubbies birthday he is 58 years young.. and it just happens to fall on labor day.. hows that only happens so many years but this is his year.. All the kids are going to be her and his mom and dad .. we are having burgers and hot dogs and some pasta stuff and cream corn, some chips and dip you know all the normal things and then my one daughter has ordered a cake for him so we will be all set. this time I will try and get pictures. Later

We have been spending a lot of time outside and was looking into getting outdoor lighting and I came across some palm tree lights I have them in my house love the look and the way it makes you feel , like your in Florida or in Az to see all of these, I love the color of green anyway .  Anyway I found a light that is perfect for  our patio  , we also want to get the big palm tree light fan for the outdoors .

This weekend is my Grand Daughters pageant out at the milan festival and I can't wait to see the outcome she had been in it this is her fourth year.. She was placed 3rd runner up the first year.  So I can't wait till we see how this one comes out .. wish her luck .. I will be taking pictures and I'm so sure my Oldest daughter will be taking a bunch of them. Later