My Yesterdays

Deleted, Was writing a post about something but then decieded that its not worth it .. not my time or energy .. I have other things to focus on.. will tell you more about it once I know more. Later

I have wanted on of those for like ever but been getting into buying electronic stuff like my DS and computers and laptops and so forth but I stumbled across diamond engagement rings which lead me to find the Eternity Band located here go take a look its simple but so so sweet. lets see what is coming up soon .. hmmm mothers day. We will see hope someone reads this blog entry and gets the hint.

On one of the last weekends that my son had his kids I took this picture of him and his son and Papi. Kylin's cheeks was a little flushed as he didnt feel good that weekend I think it was on of the weekends that she sent him with his dad sick he was running a fever but with a little tlc he came out of it ok.. anyway wanted to show you this picture of the three of them .. i think Kailei didnt come that weekend. cute huh.. Later..

He has a playstation 2 and all the grand kids come over and play with it and have so much fun. they are so smart , smarter than me to get the games going . We even watch Movies with it . My son wants a newer one and we came across this great deal with this PS3 it even has a 80 gig hard drive wow.. Looks like we will be saving our money up to get this one as it sure does look like you can do alot more with this than the playstation 2 that he has . Of course the kids will have to show me how to work it .  I guess I'm a grandma into gaming now.  I read that somewhere that more grandma's are getting into gaming .. Thats ok I love playing my DS it relaxes me gets all my tension out too.

I have not written to much about him lately .. he is doing good me and Mom went and bought him some new sweaters at Petco as they had them on sale 4 for 10.00 which is good and I wanted to get him some for this winter he gets so cold . He is doing great though very few accidents as soon as I get up in the morning I take him out right away its called dont be lazy and get them dogs out early lol.. They still get treats each time they come in and actually wait for them in the kitchen. Both Papi and Mariah both play allot .. Mariah has never played so much as she has lately and she sure does need the exercise  she is a little tubby .  So hoping this spring and summer to get her out for long walks now that I can breath better so we both can lose some weight. Later..

I know you all have been hearing about me stopping smoking .. and using the E-cig I am a little worried that I will gain weight like I did when I quit smoking before so I have been looking around to find some appetite suppressants that would help me. These are to help with that dreaded belly fat which is what I have. And is to give you more energy which by the way I seem to have more of since I have been trying to quit. I can breath better to. Its crazy how a regular cigarette can affect you. I will keep up with the e-cig as I don't like the smell of them anymore and it seems every time I have a real one they are tasting worse and worse .

Ok I have to admit that I have cheated with the E-Cig probably had at least 4-6 regular cigs since I started it. I have been trying very hard not to cheat .. but then I dont consider it cheating its just that I want one now and then maybe onced a day I just dont know what it is . so that many cigs in three days I think is good. And besides the real cigs stink really they do .. and I just didnt realize just how much they do stink .  also I can smell things better .. dont know if that is a good thing or bad there are some smells that are just to left alone lol.. and what is sad is that I didnt realize that my couch smelled really How stupid of me not to think it dont stink like smoke. gezzz were have I been. Another thing is my taste buds well now I'm actually tasting things and really never realized how bad somethings tasted that I thought tasted good .. its crazy that i dont know how many days exactly its been but in this short of time that it would change my smell and taste that fast. I'm bound and determine to not go back to regular cigs full time I'm hoping not to slip up but I figure that if i gradually cut down on the reg cigs and not just cut them out all at once I will be ok. I did get my Mom on the E-cig also i got from two different places and she wanted to try one of mine .. i have even ordered her one like the one I have she seems to like it better . So we are waiting on that one now .. but she likes the idea of just getting the nicotine out of the e-cig and not having to buy the patches anymore cartridges for e-cigs cost 10.00 for 20 of them .. patches for 14 days cost 40.00 dollars you do the math.. lets hope we can both stick to this .. and evenutally wean down to no nicotine which we can do .. its like the patch you start on strong and wean down to a filter with no nicotine in it . and then you use nothing. and your done . I have to be honest with you I do feel alot better by now lets say 4 days I would of spent 20 dollars on 4 packs of smokes so I have saved me some money .. wish me luck Later..

Well I have been waiting on the E-cigarette to help me to stop smoking , while not having to go through withdrawals of Nicotine well I came today at 2.30 p.m.  and I have been so happy to get it see this e-cig does not have any tobacco in it and it does look like you actually smoking a cig it is only water vapor. its now 4.41 pm and so far have not had a real cig yet , the house don't stink. I think I got it mainly because I don't want to be around the kids with any cigs and it was getting harder for me to do because when the grandkids are here I go out the back door and have a cig so as not to be around them. Well with this e-cig I can smoke all I want around them and It will not harm them at all no smoke no tobacco nothing, so I can't hurt anyone .. it just gives me nicotine when I need it . its funny right now I'm in the process of switching from the nicotine cartridge and the dummy cartridge that came with it as not to get to much nicotine lol.. I guess I just worry about that . but I just want the sensation of having to smoke so thats what I'm in the middle of trying out . if anyone needs any information on these e-cigs they come in all price range and dont worry you can get them as cheap as 44.00 dollars and the cartridges come 5 in a pack and you can get them for 5 dollars for 5 can you imagine one cartridge they say equals a whole pack of cigs so you are paying 1 dollar for a pack of cigs lol.. compared to the 5 dollars a pack they are now , I'm am bound and determined to stick with this and eventually quit. wish me luck. Later

Well were back .. Papi weighs in at astonishing 5pds and 6 oz yea .. I was worried the vet said not to because most chihuahuas are to be thin and that he was perfect size..yea.. he got his worm medicine and his first shot and when they gave him the shot he didn't even flinch .

I know he was a very good boy.. They tried to give him his worm medicine but guess what he dont link cheese lol. or he was just being ornery. anyway when I got home I gave the pill to him in a piece of chicken took it right away..

So now they said he would be a bit tired and hopefully not have a reaction to the shot . I hope not my other dog did and it was crazy. he goes back in a month to get his next shot and then in June its nurtured time.

And at the time he is also going to get a tooth pulled because its a extra one she said its common with that bread to have a extra tooth .. so I guess I will buy him some baby food to eat till his gums heal up..

So total cost today was 32.00 and half of which goes on his surgery that helps .. but got to make sure my little Papi is taken care of , I think all animal owners should make sure they can provide for the animals before they get one .. even though I took him to a clinic the one that you have to wait in line for thats ok they are cheap but have very good care there.

Later.

I know that the title seems a little weird but once you lose a second its gone so every second you get try and do something with it because once again once its gone its gone.

Just think the second your child is born you think wow what a miracle.

Once the second someone dies you think I wish I could have one more second with that loved one.

Once the second your all of your children move out, your left all alone and wonder were did all the years and seconds go ..

The reason I'm writing this is we all take for granted that we have all the time in the world to spend with our loved one's but we don't , no matter how much time we spend with them we always want more .

My Daughter will be moving away to Arizona many miles away , I have always had all of my children and grandchildren close around me always in the same state with in miles of each other if not minutes away, I gave her my blessings to go seek a better life for her and her family and to try something new , I myself can never leave my family well mainly my Mom she is getting up in age and I just can't leave her and the rest of my babies.. but thats me I think its great that she would have the guts to move forward with her life she is young still . I love you Christy..

Papi is doing good and is going to the Vet tomorrow , I think he might have worms don't know for sure he needs shots to.. I feel so sorry for him having to get a shot.. but he needs to be safe he goes in a month from now and gets a second shot and then on June 9 he gets neutered. He is doing so good with being house broke .. very very few accidents maybe once a week or less .. the reason I'm taking him to the vet besides his shots is that he seems to be eating allot of food and don't seem to be gaining any weight and I'm worried about the worms .. they are going to test tomorrow and check him out . I guess I should of gotten him to the vet sooner but he seemed and still does seem playful. I didn't want to wait till June 9 for his shots because its getting warm out and I don't want him to get sick .. after he gets nurtured he will get his rabies shot also.

Will update after the Vet visit tomorrow on exactly how much he weighs when I got him they said he weighed in at 4 pds lets hope he hasn't lost any like I said he eats like a horse.. he is my baby now and everyone that comes over just loves him .. he loves to cuddle with me or anyone who has a willing lap lol.. Thank You Diane for giving me the opportunity to get him .. makes me wonder why I waited so long to get a Chihuahua wait I know if I didn't wait I would have Papi ...

Well got to get going let ya all know what the Vet says tomorrow.

Later