My Yesterdays

I have this mole on my back that I made a appointment at the doctors to have a look at but that was a few months ago and I didn't have the money at the time to get it checked I know , but I don't have insurance and I didn't have the money so had to cancel and will have to reschedule for another day soon I hope as I'm still concerned about it , from what I have seen on this site I actually think it might be mesothelioma so I must get in and get it checked out. I did have it check a few years ago but the doc said not to worry about it but now its changing color to a darker shade , so I must save up some cash and go get it checked out this lady is a really nice doctor but the charges is 50 dollars and with me being laid off of work and only getting unemployment there never seems to be enough money to save.. But like I said for my piece of mind I must get it done.

Over the weekend we made rice krispies treats and the girls meaning Kailei and Maddey decorated them they cut them out with cookie cutters and then decorated them Kailei's daddy helped.. And this was what the outcome looked like .. you just got to love it.. this is the outcome of a 3 year old almost 4 and a 7 year old cute huh.. Later

I havent been sleeping well dont know what it is but it seems that I toss and turn in bed all night long.. one is that my hubby has to have a fan in his face and that just drives me nuts, I dont like a fan in my face all night long it blows my hair in my face and bothers me and actually gives me a headache.. I will have to come up with something different , I was searching on the net for a softer mattress one that can be raised up and down because I also suffer from acid reflux so I came across this sleep number bed and I'm seriously thinking of getting one , my back hurts when I wake up in the morning so we will see. I also have to figure out how to sleep with a fan not in my face.. I tried to sleep at the other end of the bed but then woke up with no blankets he took them all and besides that I ended up with his feet in my face lol.. Later

I cried when I took this video I'm about to post , actually I cried the whole time, it is of my son dancing with his daughter in our kitchen and it brought back memories of me dancing with my dad and he has been gone for a long time , of course I was a little older but I sure remember it like yesterday I use to dance on his feet of course like I said I was way younger and a lot lighter we have a video of it at my moms it on one of the ,.,. let me know what you think,. I just love it.. leave me a comment let me know what you think., Later