My Yesterdays

Well I'm lost and tired still.. I went to the unemployment office early this morning .. well evidently not early enough .. I got up at 6 a.m and couldn't go back to sleep.. so i stayed up took a shower got dress for the first time since friday night and took off around 8.30 a.m. go there around 9 ish and I was number 14 omg.. at aprox 12 noon I was finally called took a total of 5 minutes im serious 5 minutes and I was out of there .. I cant believe I had to sit there for 3 hours for 5 minutes of here ya go her is your paper work and call this date and have a good day. So I was still feeling sick and was ask for a lunch date but I was so tired and still weak from being sick all weekend that i just came home.. called everyone I know and told them i'm going to lay down forgot to lock the door went to bed.. Well first Mariah spoiled dog that she is she barks to get up on the bed just as i was into a deep sleep woke me up scared the hell out of me .. I got up helped her up and went back to sleep that was a half hour in to a nice sleep.. well half hour later there is my Son-in-law standing in the doorway of my bedroom saying you going to sleep all day .. I told him I have been sick all weekend and ask him what he needed he did say that he did knock but I must of been sleeping so good I didn't hear till Mariah once again woke me up barking at him grrrrrrrrrr.. Well so much for sleeping today .. I cant wait to start feeling good again.. I have so much to do tomorrow I swear that I havent been so busy as when i worked .. one day and its started.. I guess I will just have to learn to relax .. like my daughter says.. will write more later ..

Well it seems i have totally lost a few days or have I?  It seems that I went to bed friday night tossed and turned and got up Saturday morning , went back to bed and then woke up Saturday late afternoon, went back to bed woke up late Saturday Night stayed up all of about a hour thats about all I could keep awake in between all them times taking a hot bath.. long enough to run the water sit for a few minutes get out get my night gown back on and back into bed.. At a little soup yesterday and drank lots of water and Diet 7 up.. I only forced myself to eat because of being a diabetic my blood sugars go nuts when Im sick they are either sky high when I dont eat or after awhile drop so low I have to eat.. so Chicken noodle soup and crackers was in the mix.. Hubby brought it to me friday night and got more for me Saturday sometime along with the diet 7 up.. So far and counting its been 36 hours sleeping . Christy says I must of needed it and my mom says that while one sleeps you heal yourself.. I just plain couldn't stand up for to long and then when I layed down I was out.. I cant take any meds because of the meds i'm on.. so I had to rough it out .. I cant count the number times I had a fever i thought the first night was it but I was wrong.. My body feels like someone beat it up like someone threw me across the room.. my stomach and chest hurt so bad from coughing and my neck and my back feel like I have been lifting weights all night .. I guess that is from the coughing and fever also .. Here I go again whining but thats all I have to say I have done for the past 36 hours no news .. oh poor Mariah my dog she stayed by my side most of the time snuggling up to me when i was running a fever I guess she thought I needed her heat too.. She is a sweetie.. Well I have up for about a half of a hour now and its 8.30 a.m. time to go back to bed.. I'm still tired.. well one good thing is that I dont have to go to work tomorrow .. or is it a good thing.. Christy seems to think that I have been stressing so much about losing my job that I let my immune system get low and thats how I got this horrible cold flu thing. I blame Tim.. lol. inside joke.. Another good thing is that I haven't been smoking so much as I have been sleeping .. lol.. so maybe now is a good time to cut down on them and then eventually quit maybe.. I do know Im clean from all the hot baths I have taken but my hair needs a good washing as i didnt get it wet.. I'm still weak and heading back to bed.. lets hope I feel better later on today.. Later

Friday was my last day at my job, of 9 years.. Not only was I so so sick I had to leave a hour early couldnt even complete my last day . Bad bad cold and fever and flu.. I tried I really did, my poor co-worker Lee had to sit and lisen to me cough all night .  I couldnt even eat the pizza we was getting for our last night going out with a bang.. so at 8 p.m. I gathered all my belongings and left saying good bye to QCO for the last time.  I really couldnt be sad because I was so sick .. All my other co-workers said there good byes and I did all I could do not to cry.. So Here it is 6.45 am in the morning and im up all I did was toss and turn all night long coughing and running a fever.. I think the fever is gone for now at least .. but I have this major headache that wont go away.. and my whole body just aches.. was up in the middle of the night taking a hot bath because I was so cold.. At one time I felt hubby feel my hand and feel my head I must of been burning up .. My ears hurt I guess from the coughing.. I hate to sit and whine about this but it truly sucks being sick on your last day of work or any day that is.. You know how you love a job so much that you stay .. well that was my job.. i didn't have benefits or insurance or anything like that so your probably wondering why i stayed.. I stayed because I loved the job. My Daughter Christy keeps telling me its a good thing .. now you and get back into doing candles and just sit back and relax .. for awhile .. I'm so torn about that .. I dont know if i can sit back and relax lol.. Well first thing Monday morning I have to go down to the unemployment office and file for that .. and start to get my ducks in a row. My Mom also says its a good thing wont have to drive to work in the winter lol. boy again we shall see.. I just wish i was feeling better to enjoy it .. but hopefully by monday i will be feeling better.. wish me luck in this new adventure of life. Shirley I know how you feel retiring well im about to .. lol

Not only was it my anniversary but it was a good day, I got up and went to my daughter Christy's house she is a god sent, she lets me take my laundry over there saving me money with my job no longer after this week I need to save every penny I have.. Yep I have been or known my hubby since 1969, we got married shortly after that in 1972 Sept 30.. so we have been together for a long time.. oh and when I got up there they were my fresh water pearl earrings .. They are just beautiful .. I had to work today and it was a good day easy , thank goodness.. the last three days of my job are going to drag on and on.. but that gives me more time to visit with my co-workers.. back to today.. once I got my freshwater pearls I couldnt wait to put them on.. so here I am in all my glory showing them off . And asking my Daughter to come get her some new fresh water pearls .. lol. Enjoy the video. Later.