My Yesterdays

Well it seems i have totally lost a few days or have I?  It seems that I went to bed friday night tossed and turned and got up Saturday morning , went back to bed and then woke up Saturday late afternoon, went back to bed woke up late Saturday Night stayed up all of about a hour thats about all I could keep awake in between all them times taking a hot bath.. long enough to run the water sit for a few minutes get out get my night gown back on and back into bed.. At a little soup yesterday and drank lots of water and Diet 7 up.. I only forced myself to eat because of being a diabetic my blood sugars go nuts when Im sick they are either sky high when I dont eat or after awhile drop so low I have to eat.. so Chicken noodle soup and crackers was in the mix.. Hubby brought it to me friday night and got more for me Saturday sometime along with the diet 7 up.. So far and counting its been 36 hours sleeping . Christy says I must of needed it and my mom says that while one sleeps you heal yourself.. I just plain couldn't stand up for to long and then when I layed down I was out.. I cant take any meds because of the meds i'm on.. so I had to rough it out .. I cant count the number times I had a fever i thought the first night was it but I was wrong.. My body feels like someone beat it up like someone threw me across the room.. my stomach and chest hurt so bad from coughing and my neck and my back feel like I have been lifting weights all night .. I guess that is from the coughing and fever also .. Here I go again whining but thats all I have to say I have done for the past 36 hours no news .. oh poor Mariah my dog she stayed by my side most of the time snuggling up to me when i was running a fever I guess she thought I needed her heat too.. She is a sweetie.. Well I have up for about a half of a hour now and its 8.30 a.m. time to go back to bed.. I'm still tired.. well one good thing is that I dont have to go to work tomorrow .. or is it a good thing.. Christy seems to think that I have been stressing so much about losing my job that I let my immune system get low and thats how I got this horrible cold flu thing. I blame Tim.. lol. inside joke.. Another good thing is that I haven't been smoking so much as I have been sleeping .. lol.. so maybe now is a good time to cut down on them and then eventually quit maybe.. I do know Im clean from all the hot baths I have taken but my hair needs a good washing as i didnt get it wet.. I'm still weak and heading back to bed.. lets hope I feel better later on today.. Later