My Yesterdays

Well I'm between ages .. ok your saying what .. well I'm to young still and not old enough to get Medicare, so the job I have had for the past 9 years I have had no medical insurance and now that I'm not going to be with this company anymore I know its a little late thinking this but I need to get family health insurance for me and hubby. There are several out there some I have heard about and some I haven't so looking into this I think I have found the right one to go with , lets hope the prices are not to high but its a must now days.. I really have been worried about what has been going on lately , wondering if we will have money in the bank will we go through another depression and if so what will become of this world .. Lets hope the government comes up with a solution to this pending problem. Later

Well when I was younger I use to have horses and I would have to put fly oil on them in the summer , the flies was horrible and would bite the horses , so I would wipe them down everyday with oil to help keep the flies off of them now days they have blankets for the horses that help with that , I dont know why but I was just thinking of the good old days with I had horses and was surfing the internet and found this site with equestrian clothing on it . It also has lots of other products that I could of used when I had my horses. All I can say is that I wish I had a horse today I think if I did it would help me exercise more instead of sitting in front of a computer all day long. Not that I don't like my computer its that I need to get more exercise. But with todays economy I don't think I will ever be able to afford another horse .

Did I say that lol. well its true I guess I'm not getting any younger .. but I'm not feeling any older well maybe some days .. I have got that middle age spread .. uhmm well I have always had problems with my weight , when I was younger it was not to bad but now that I'm getting up in age its much harder to lose the weight and was looking into getting a fat burner product to help me , I think my metabolism is running a little slow these days.. and now with winter upon us I will have to exercise more which I should of done through the summer .. but being lazy got the best of me .. Now that my job will be over this week , I think I will start walking next week to try and get into shape ,, I have been so lazy now days , I get up get my drink and plop myself in front of the computer.. Got to get into a routine .

I have been wanting someone to have another baby , really I have 7 grand babies and would so love to have at least one more to make it an even 8.. lol.. Its a toss up between my daughter Christy or my Son's girlfriend Steff to bring one more on board .. At this point I dont know if my daughter will have another she has a son that is 11 years old and dont know if she could handle one more lol.. but I wish she would .. I have been looking at crib bedding and they have the cutest sets, I guess I will have to wait to see which one will deliver lol so I know which one to pick out for them. So I guess I will love the ones I got for now maybe if I live long enough I will have a great grand baby.

I have been thinking about my candle business allot lately because of my pending layoff.. I am so glad that I am keeping it sort of a back up to fall back on. I loved to do them as they re leave my stress because I so love making them .. So after this week which by the way is my last week I will have more time to do them.. I also thought about using promotional products to advertise my products , My husband so loves pens so I might order some with my business name on them. This week has been going so so slow , seems that way to me .. I'm glad that I had this experience to work for this company as they have been so good to me , you can't get any better than this job .. its laid back and were else can you work were you can surf the internet at work and talk to your customers and help them .. After 9 years of this I think I will take a little vacation and then jump back into work again.. Later.

I tell you we are having the weirdest weather one day its warm very warm like 80 warm and the next its like 60 out .. so I believe that were not going to have much more of summer .. anyway we have been cooking outside on the grill allot this summer because we live in an upstairs apt so it gets very hot up there and with a window unit of air we dont want to heat up the kitchen any more than it is .. so we cook out.. I love cooking on the grill not only is it healthy for you it taste good too.. But with summer coming to an end we will be cooking inside more and thats were my George Forman Grill will come into play it not only cooks the food great it will cook it without all the fats in it .. So all winter long we will be doing healthy grilling and not using lots of cooking gas up which gets higher and and higher each year .. Well got to get going I'm at work my last week and its pretty busy on Mondays here. Later

I didnt get to see my son on his birthday he wasent feeling well.. I do have a card and a gift for him if i ever see him lol.. Hope he feels better soon.. My daughters boyfriend's son went to a meet this weekend in Rockford , and won some trophy's , he is a very nice young man and am very happy for him.. you go .. buddy.. I did get to spend friday night with my daughter after work and watched a movie I think it was called Baby Mama it was so funny.. I really enjoyed myself .. oh and thank you Christy for doing my laundry your the best.. After coming home from my daughters it started to rain , I dont like getting wet well not in the rain.. I so wish we had one of these carports so I could of avoided getting wet. Its Sunday and I have not felt to well today been sleeping and trying to get through this headache , I think its from the weather being so damp and all .. just took a hot bath and the headache seems to be letting up .. so its been such a lazy day.. I have only 2 weeks left at my job I have had for 9 years .. they are downsizing and I'm so going to miss my job they did offer me to cut back to 15 hours a week until Nov 1st but I don't think I could make my bills on that so I opted to take the layoff and go on unemployment .. who knows I might just like the little vacation before finding another job.. Later

You know what they say . if you eat right and do the exercise then you can lost the weight faster . I have a problem with my metabolism being slow and was looking for some fat burners that will help me with my quest to lose the weight I so despartly need to lose , I have to do it for me for my health , I want to be around to see my Grandbabies grow up to dance at my oldest Grandsons wedding , to see him have babies . My Oldest Grandson is now 11 years old .. I cant believe it he will be 12 next year time flies so so fast who knows in 8 or 9 years I might get to see him take that walk down the Isle .. I so want to be here for that so I do have to get my diabetes in check so I will be able to be there for that moment.  Love you Jonathan.

Last night I was watching a show about the obese and how one man was 5 foot around , I have been battling with my weight for awhile now and have been trying to convince my Husband to try and start losing also as he has high blood pressure and the funny thing is that diabetes runs in his family bad .. His grandma died of complications of it and to this day he has been checked several times for it and not once did it come back that he had it , I'm struggling to lose another 30 pds because of my diabetes and he is about 200 pounds over weight maybe a little less and not signs of diabetes , tell me how can that be .. I so want to lose weight but its hard as we all know , I might need a little boost with a quick weight loss aid. Hopefully by the next time I get checked for my A1C level it will be down .. I so not want to end up with losing a foot or going blind.. I already ended up with a toe infection because of my blood sugars being so high.. Well I have been watching what  eat but now I have to combine my foods better to help burn off the fat.

This year and last my brother and his family went on vacation to Orlando Florida and they got a package deal , they ended up having a great vacation and getting allot of free meals or I should say meals that was included with there package deal, They ask my Mom to go with them but with her being so fragile she didnt think that it would be ok , see she is on oxygen and she might have had a problem with the flying there. I would love to check out the Orlando vacations to see if there is a way maybe driving down there and back would be better for my Mom I'm sure she would love to go but we would have to make sure we took our time , My mom is the type of person that says " ya know you have to stop and smell the roses before they die" which means you need to slow down and take each day as it comes and quit being in a hurry.. lol.