Vistation was tonight
I cant express the feeling I had when I walked into the funeral home , he had been cremated and I was so glad that he was , I don't think I could bare to see him the way he was in the Hospice , He was in a beautiful Urn and it was beautiful.
When you walked into the funeral home there was a TV and on it was a beautiful slide show of Kim growing up all the way up to about 4 months before his death . It was so beautiful and sad . I tried not to watch it at first but later once I composed myself I made myself stand and watch it from beginning to end and yes I cried and then smiled those images will be in my mind and in my heart for a long long time ..
After the funeral tomorrow I will take off the neck lass you gave me to wear to support you till the end , I cant bare to wear it anymore not because you are gone because it will remind me of all you went through and the horrible thing cancer did to you.
I will keep you in my heart and remember you always.
Here is Kim's Weblog athough not updated when he got really sick but he tells you how he feels .
