My Yesterdays

See you on the other side to my Buddy , I did not say goodbye but see you later Kim was the best friend I ever had .. he was my bud.. I hope that my tears are over and that Kim is looking down on me telling me .. now you just stop it little lady. I'm sure you all have been tired of my ramblings about my buddy .. so I will try and move on and talk about other things. I do have to tell you I got my hair dyed today I had streaks put in it of a light brown I have blond hair and this is the very first time in my life I ever went to a beauty parlor to have it colored .. I like the way it turned out but wish that It had more blond in it .. but looks good to me.. they also cut it again more of a feathered look on top so it dont hang in my face.. I love the cut .. Picture before and after Click to enlarge Now remember I was very blond and I can still see some blond highlights and the back underside of my hair is really dark. I love it .. I think? lol after the funeral , we went to the arsenal to bury Kim and then back to the church for a lunch. then after that we went to the beauty parlor I didnt know my hubby made the apt for me for today till yesterday and told him we had the funeral for today . but it was good for me to try something different and I feel better for doing it .. we had a bunch of errands to do and finally got home in time to fix dinner and here is sit writing you all .. please leave me a comment on what you think about my hair weather it be good or bad. lol Just took this picture of Kelcee from my daughter lol.

I cant express the feeling I had when I walked into the funeral home , he had been cremated and I was so glad that he was , I don't think I could bare to see him the way he was in the Hospice , He was in a beautiful Urn and it was beautiful. When you walked into the funeral home there was a TV and on it was a beautiful slide show of Kim growing up all the way up to about 4 months before his death . It was so beautiful and sad . I tried not to watch it at first but later once I composed myself I made myself stand and watch it from beginning to end and yes I cried and then smiled those images will be in my mind and in my heart for a long long time .. After the funeral tomorrow I will take off the neck lass you gave me to wear to support you till the end , I cant bare to wear it anymore not because you are gone because it will remind me of all you went through and the horrible thing cancer did to you. I will keep you in my heart and remember you always. Here is Kim's Weblog athough not updated when he got really sick but he tells you how he feels .