Well a singer I'm not but been recording on my phone songs off of the computer. Would love to have new tascam cd recorder so I could put them on cd's. My phone has so many on them now that I need to get them transferred to cd's. Because I sure wouldn't want anyone to get my phone and listen to me singing . That way I could store them away and labeled and my family could listen to them someday in the future and get a good laugh.
Sometimes I think that I need someone but then there other times, get really independent when I think to myself I need no one.. besides my family and friends. I know I just lost my husband last April and I'm not really ready to get into that type of relationship right now. I just was with my husband for 41 years and I was so use to him and his ways that I don't think that I could get use to anyone again. I'm just so set in my ways that I dont want to have to take care of anyone else, just me. I know that I don't think I will ever get married again, like I said I don't want to have to take care of anyone else but myself. Alot of people my age are this way they are set in there ways by now, been spoiled by there loved ones to the point that no one would compare to them. With done and said I'm just going to stay alone and just have friends.. later.
Well I live in a apartment complex and I play my music pretty loud and if I could only get me some speakers from bose companion 5 multimedia speaker system at guitar center . I would probably blast out the neighbors and get myself kicked out of here lol. So I have to keep my music to a minimum, but if I had my own House I would be jamming believe me.
I have been down lately writing my book "On the Other Side" only up to chapter 6 but its been a long journey and I plan on getting it done.. its my one goal I have to get closure in my life. I was hoping to get it done by my husbands anniversary date of his death but unless I work on it non stop I dont think that April 29, 2014 that I will have it finished. I went into the book with such sadness and it would make me depressed to even write it but I have come to the realization that it don't have to be that way..
I have been busy working but there are times that I would love to had a good student flute when my kids was younger and that they would of learned to play a instrument. But its never to late to get them into music or me as a matter of fact. went to a tavern the other night with a girlfriend of mine and they had live music there. I just love listen to live music its real time and also played pool and laughed till I cried. Been way to long to not to that, I might just go do it again soon. This past year has been horrible for me but with Gods grace I made it through it.
My father-in-law has these guitar picks he plays the guitar very well love to listen to him play, and you know that once in while I took for granted that the beauty around you the way things turn out. I have sat many times with him and listen to him sing and play his guitar and sometimes have taken for granted that the special talent he had. I wish I would of learned the guitar, he tried to teach me but didnt get it at first one day I will.
Once in a while since my husband has passed I feel the pain of his loss and remind myself that life goes on either way , once in awhile I get angry he is gone he was way to young to go but the only thing that keeps me going is that God wanted him along with his mom.. Its sad even to this day to keep going on but I have to till its time for God to call me home..
I'm just sitting here listening to music , thinking of my friend and just how she is feeling .. at this point of time.. Life sometimes takes us down the same paths along each side of each other.. I feel sad and know what she is going through, wish I could be there for her and said I would be all she has to do is just ask.. Love you Tresa..
I have always loved listening to music both on the radio or live music. I would love to get aria bass at Musicians Friend and would love to learn to play music. One day but for right now I have to many irons in the fire to begin to even start learning anything right now. Still writing my book. Need to get going on at least one chapter a day then after its over and finished then I can learn something new.